There are always first times
I love first times (and there is never an end to first times. Maybe that's why i love meeting people once. That way i keep and treasure my first times. I have a number of first and only time friends and I like keeping it that way.

Maybe that's what comes from being so conservative. I have this new friend and though he's not a first time anymore. we still do so many first time things today. I hope it stays that way for as long as we can keep it.

Lonely, so lonely
I'm so far away from home. I long for those smiles that I know I can offend safely and love freely. Home, sweeeeet, home.

Got to go, rambling so much this first time.


I'll try to keep this up.