I'm back
Hello there, Been away for some time. Work has been all encompassing if you know what I mean. The pace is killing me and I feel myself slowly withdrawing. I'm confused and I relly don't know what to do. The issues are fra ranging, not at all something I can gloss over. Anyway on to more juicy items. We have a retreat to mark some sort of annual whatever it is at work. I'm planning sort of big for it.

No slides, if there is time, I'm going to build a cartoon that I will show on the day. Waow, I'm thinking of going to be a missionary. Heard help is needed behind the iron curtains or is it the silk road. Whatever.

Can life be separated from life. These days I feel like I'm living on the periphery of life. Almost like I'm an observer,and sometimes its like I'm so far away from reality. There is something I will say if you post a comment to this site.

I started writing my poems again, hoping that it would awaken my creativity and lead me once again to that glorious vista I used to have access to once. It's late I must go. I'll use this mediujm for something really interesting soon.

Goodnight and have a great weekend.

Love truly
and hopefully.......
waiting.....
seeking...
wanting....
desiring....

dreamyetty

Another day
These days I get really confused with everything. Sometimes I just wonder. Is this all there is to life and living. It's so hard sometimes. And i get more depressed when I see people it's harder for. This is a long story for another day.

For now, I'm just gonna hang on, knowing that he shall never let me be tempted beyond what I can bear and that no matter what may come my way (and there's lots of that in my imagination) my life is in His precious hands.

Have a cool sunday.

Long time
Hello. happy sunday. Been to church. Going home. I'll write soon. Missing life. Miss my mum.

What!!!!
I just put another entry on my blog and somehow it's gotten lost in transit, what must i do. Anyway I'll tell you about Martin on Monday. I was at work today, got nothing done. Jst cleaned up a lil.

Out

Today's almost gone
Life can just be so complicated soametimes. Today my bro got my parents annoyed and well...it's a long story. I'm going to spend tomorrow jst soaking up the sun on a lovely beach somewhere and just letting the troubles of the world wash away. I should have been Mother Theresa. I gotta go home now, my aunt will start wondering where I've been. I'll tell you about Martins tomorrow or next(I'll be at the beach)

No harm in a second time, maybe
Just thought I'd see if a second time may not hurt much. I'd like to have someone share my dreams but I always wonder how possible that wouldbe.

I've got to go. Now I have something that I hope would keep drawing me back. Somebody advice me, I can't tell what else to do.

Somebody!!!!!!

There are always first times
I love first times (and there is never an end to first times. Maybe that's why i love meeting people once. That way i keep and treasure my first times. I have a number of first and only time friends and I like keeping it that way.

Maybe that's what comes from being so conservative. I have this new friend and though he's not a first time anymore. we still do so many first time things today. I hope it stays that way for as long as we can keep it.

Lonely, so lonely
I'm so far away from home. I long for those smiles that I know I can offend safely and love freely. Home, sweeeeet, home.

Got to go, rambling so much this first time.


I'll try to keep this up.