A new year
Hello, should be more diligent about this site this year would keep you posted This year promises to be very interesting Gotta be on my toes. Be back soon.

Merry Xmas
Hello,
Merry christmas. It's been so long. i'm away from work at the moment and it's been so quiet at home, I'll update you on the goings-on later. looking forward to a wonderful new year.

I'm back
Hello there, Been away for some time. Work has been all encompassing if you know what I mean. The pace is killing me and I feel myself slowly withdrawing. I'm confused and I relly don't know what to do. The issues are fra ranging, not at all something I can gloss over. Anyway on to more juicy items. We have a retreat to mark some sort of annual whatever it is at work. I'm planning sort of big for it.

No slides, if there is time, I'm going to build a cartoon that I will show on the day. Waow, I'm thinking of going to be a missionary. Heard help is needed behind the iron curtains or is it the silk road. Whatever.

Can life be separated from life. These days I feel like I'm living on the periphery of life. Almost like I'm an observer,and sometimes its like I'm so far away from reality. There is something I will say if you post a comment to this site.

I started writing my poems again, hoping that it would awaken my creativity and lead me once again to that glorious vista I used to have access to once. It's late I must go. I'll use this mediujm for something really interesting soon.

Goodnight and have a great weekend.

Love truly
and hopefully.......
waiting.....
seeking...
wanting....
desiring....

dreamyetty

Another day
These days I get really confused with everything. Sometimes I just wonder. Is this all there is to life and living. It's so hard sometimes. And i get more depressed when I see people it's harder for. This is a long story for another day.

For now, I'm just gonna hang on, knowing that he shall never let me be tempted beyond what I can bear and that no matter what may come my way (and there's lots of that in my imagination) my life is in His precious hands.

Have a cool sunday.

Long time
Hello. happy sunday. Been to church. Going home. I'll write soon. Missing life. Miss my mum.

What!!!!
I just put another entry on my blog and somehow it's gotten lost in transit, what must i do. Anyway I'll tell you about Martin on Monday. I was at work today, got nothing done. Jst cleaned up a lil.

Out

Today's almost gone
Life can just be so complicated soametimes. Today my bro got my parents annoyed and well...it's a long story. I'm going to spend tomorrow jst soaking up the sun on a lovely beach somewhere and just letting the troubles of the world wash away. I should have been Mother Theresa. I gotta go home now, my aunt will start wondering where I've been. I'll tell you about Martins tomorrow or next(I'll be at the beach)

No harm in a second time, maybe
Just thought I'd see if a second time may not hurt much. I'd like to have someone share my dreams but I always wonder how possible that wouldbe.

I've got to go. Now I have something that I hope would keep drawing me back. Somebody advice me, I can't tell what else to do.

Somebody!!!!!!

There are always first times
I love first times (and there is never an end to first times. Maybe that's why i love meeting people once. That way i keep and treasure my first times. I have a number of first and only time friends and I like keeping it that way.

Maybe that's what comes from being so conservative. I have this new friend and though he's not a first time anymore. we still do so many first time things today. I hope it stays that way for as long as we can keep it.

Lonely, so lonely
I'm so far away from home. I long for those smiles that I know I can offend safely and love freely. Home, sweeeeet, home.

Got to go, rambling so much this first time.


I'll try to keep this up.